Sunday, November 30, 2008
release the tired oh please!
just now going out with my family which is our family day indeed.
gosh~ i'm damn tired right now. wearing heels walking here and there without giving myself a rest or a sit. ==
tonight i'm gonna to have a nice sleep and yet to wish to have a nice dream too.
anyway, this morning i went to church for my early morning celebration and worship.
it kills me from waking so early. *sob*
having lots of talking with my friend while others were concentrating with their sharing.
seems not obey God at all. forgive me oh Lord!
my friend has told me lots of my friend's news which i can't think of it.
wish all the best to my friend anyway.
and me, still the same! but perhaps there is a little change compare with the last week.
still that missing him, still that hurt but not really deep now unless i saw something that will make me mad thought.
parents are asking me about my love affairs and i just told them 'we broke up already'.
they told me to do well and concentrate on my studies before having a relationship.
maybe i should.
time goes by and i'll meet my mr right some day. =)
for all my besties, everyone is living good now. missing them fu*king much! gosh~ wish to gather with them for just one whole day. spend lots of time to share happiness and taking down pictures. *winks*
counting down for my stupidass re-sit day. is just disturbing my days although it doesn't make a change in my holidays. whatever. as long as it ends soon and piss off.
christmas is coming in 4 weeks time! wondering how is it.
still planning where should everyone going to party whole night long.
any idea? lol.
- e n d -Labels: ♡ L I F E ♡
Saturday, November 29, 2008
weee~ i'm super duper happy today!hanging out with my bestie for whole day long.yumcha la, shopping la, bookstore la(for the novel of TWILIGHT), talking craps la and lots.maybe we didn't meeting each other for long time. so we're gossiping kinda lots of stuffs and topics.i love this kind of life much! today, both of us bought the same shirt. just the color is different.like sisters kan? haha!we're going to wear that in the coming christmas. weee!anyway, happy with everything! *ps mel*: hope you don't mind i always mad in want same stuffs with you ya~ paiseh des neh!Labels: ♡ L I F E ♡
Friday, November 28, 2008
the decorations. nice nice~
tallest christmas tree~ wow!jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way!
wee~ christmas christmas! i love it yea.
malls started to put out christmas songs and decorations all the way long till christmas day.
yet, i'm craving for presents from family and friends.
besides that, party whole night with all those party peoples.
it comes to double P 'presents and parties'. haha!
chocolates, tidbits, and alcohols seems can't run away from this occasion.
i wish i would have another memorable christmas just like the previous year i had.
is great indeed!
thinking forward summore, time really past fast!
gonna come to the year 2009. *sigh*
anyway, it could be a better year for me perhaps. lol~
Labels: ♡ L I F E ♡
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
just now... checking and reading on my mails and saw that he has updated his blog.
so, check it out in his blog and wanna know what he write in there.
and here i get into his blog, saw that he wrote a long page of his messages to each of his friends.
the time i keep scroll down and i saw that girl named jasmine which because of her i have an argue with him.
just like what i guess of the words he wrote on his pm, is bingo! i get the right thing.
seriously he really got some feeling with that girl. gosh! the first time i saw him keep taking his phone and sms with that girl, i have a bad feeling on it. *sigh*
this means that even his person did not betrayed on me but his heart did it!
wondering that isn't i'm stupid enough. cheating myself!
there could be a second chance for him but there is no third.
perhaps just like a saying that everyone deserve a second chance.
by the time i give the second chance for him i thought everything will better than the previous time. but, seems is worst than the previous time.
now, i wish there is a quick method or liquid drops for me to cure my pain.
is still bleeding from the day i speak that word to him.
to him, maybe he will just think about that he got his freedom at all.
he can flirt around as he like and do whatever he wants.
think back the past, i rather choose i din't meet him on my birthday.
if he din't appeared on that day, there is nothing happen right now.
well, enough and speechless! =xLabels: ♡ L I F E ♡
Monday, November 24, 2008
is ended up!
come and go, take and leave, start and end.
i'm sad enough! whole mind is the picture of you.
right for now, i can't do anything anymore.
just trying to be happy instead of keep making myself being sad.
i'm still wearing our ring to keep every memories in it.
really wondering is yours still be with you.
act strong in front of everyone is kinda tired.
yet actually i'm a weak baby!
dropping tears, looking at the ring, flashing back every moments with you is much more sad for me.
anyway, i need time time right now.
missing him bad badly! T.TLabels: ♡ L O V E ♡
Friday, November 21, 2008
說 說你為什麼 為什麼要走 說你為何要分手別拖 求你別軟弱 求你說出口 分手的理由但你卻 拖 拖 拖 拖到什麼時候如果要走卻又為何停留請你別 拖 拖 拖 大聲的說出口請你要痛就痛給我個快活如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後然後我們說清楚 一句話就夠如果說你要走 我不會留 我不去管以後多麼痛 多麼的難過 別越愛越難過然後連話都不說 繼續沉默連朋友都沒的作 為了什麼然後跟別人說你其實還是愛我就算了吧 壞人我來作this lyrics is best to describe me.im currently in love problem. anyway, i don't wanna to mention anything right now. just wanna let it be silent. keep everything still.Labels: ♡ L O V E ♡
Monday, November 17, 2008
wooot~! finally i end my working days. xDfeel kinda 舍不得 ni. but is good for me to gain lots of experience before i step to the real working world.
now waiting for my salary day! wee~ wondering is there any commission for me or not.
aihh! now is time for me to study for my coming re-sit. *sigh*
Labels: ♡ L I F E ♡
Saturday, November 15, 2008
today is the 2nd day of my work.thanks God that tomorrow is the last day of my work.well, this job really give me lots of experience.i know the taste of customers showing their faces to me, the tiredness, and much more.duhh! selling handphones are not my profesional. i'm damn noob in this particular thing.but, in this 2 days i've sold 7 phones. i guess so. besides that, i'm happy to meet dear~ hee!lol me. *tired*my leggie is so so sourrrr! craving to have a nice massage on my leggie. xDhmmm. gonna to have a nice rest then. lolz!Labels: ♡ L I F E ♡
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
what a not responsible human!is gonna to reach the day to work.but my bestie and i did not get any response from the person incharge yet my other friend get a response.wtf! this is not a good thing please!i had sent out a short message for him but it doesn't come a reply. oh gosh! i really dunno whether i am participating this job.this is just bothering me only. @!#$%well, what to do now is WAIT. shyt!Labels: ♡ L I F E ♡
Saturday, November 8, 2008
'maybe i should give up, the gap is too wide'
what does this sentence means?
he types this in his personal message.
isit about me? work? or his relationship between him and his friends?
oh dear~ i have no idea! hope is not me.
i'm using lots of way and words to comfort myself.
his attitude tells me that if he really wanna give up me he will just totally don't care me!
there is no point that he will still replying my messages in sometimes or picking up my call.
hmmm... maybe i'm thinking too much then.
well, moody-ing! T.TLabels: ♡ L O V E ♡
Thursday, November 6, 2008
well~ this END is not happen on me.it was happened in a movie.the story line is like this:
a boy and a girl was having a sweet relationship.
yet, the girl was kind of those money comes first before the feels come.
and the boy was just an ordinary person with an ordinary background.
the girl doesn't know about his real background since they begin the relationship while the guy hide his real background by borrowing lots of money just to satisfy the girl needs.
this is because the boy loves the girl too much until he can do everything for the girl and so the girl. ah ha! finally the girl shows out the feeling. *the girl never fall in love with her ex before, money comes first!*well, time goes by and yet one day the girl found out that he was cheating on her that he was not a rich guy that she thinks of it.
the girl was so disappointed on what he did. *she can't blame others! is her punishment*but using the other way to look in this story, is too pity that the girl had broke up with him just with the reason 'ahh~ i can't accept that you have lied on me before!' what a stupid reason man!
hmmm. shortcut a bit ya! main point for me in this story is the guy cheated on her since she is so loving him and the girl was crying like hell. *recall back the time i havin this kind of situation!*while i'm watching that movie, ba... know what's happening?there's an idiot dropping tears there. LOL!it was my first time dropping tears while watching a movie. by the time, my mind pops out lots of the pictures between me and my ex which the time he cheated me again and again, hurts me again and again. wtf!argh~! can't expect that i've put lots of love in this kind of guy. well! is PAST! pheww.Labels: ♡ L O V E ♡
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
gosh! is almost one week of my holidayssss.
and my life is meaningless.
i hate the current life i'm having right now.
oh dear~ trying my best to find a job that suit me.
when can i start my work life? T.T
life without money is abso-f*cking-lutely sucks! dammit~
oh Lord! i'm praying hard to get myself a nice job.
may God hear my prayings. amen!
i'm dying right now. =X
GOD bless me! Labels: ♡ L I F E ♡
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
> So, what’s your primary food group?
watever
> Who would you like to have lunch with tomorrow?
taking it alone
> What kind of food do your best friends like?
lots. got fish and chips la, white chocolate la, papaya la n etc.
> Would you rather be a zombie or a vampire?
vampire lol.
> Erhuh. And so would you rather be Master Chief or Serious Sam?
no idea yet
> Favourite Pizza Topping?
hawaiian chicken
> Last one. Would you rather be The Joker or The Riddler?
gosh!
> Music. What does it do to you?
to calm down my feelings
> Favourite Genre?
pop,RnB,jazz,rock
> Favourite bands from that Genre?
din have the fixed one
> What instrument do you play?
none
> Got anyone on your mind?
yup
> Why are you be thinking about them?
ba. them? nola. one only
> Gonna do anything about it?
lol. nah~
> So what’s your top 4 reasons why you like someone
1 reason is enough! becoz I LOVE.
> i herd you liek mudkipsthe
ha??
> I’m in ur fridge, eatin ur foodzoh yeah?
so what are you eating there huh?
> Biting pear of salamancanice not?
what the hack?
> What did you want to be when you were a kid?
lol.. lots man
> What do you want to be now?
human =p
> If you changed your mind… why?
i din change it
> Whatcha doing tomorrow at 3 o clock?
3am? 3pm?
> Psyched about anything at the moment?
nope
> Nearest thing to you that’s plain black.
cable for camera
> What’s on your Desktop now?
msn, media player, internet explorer
> Can you multitask?
sure sure
> What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleeping?
din try before yet
> What’s your catch phrase of the moment?
lots
>you like long hair or short hair?
medium length
> Give someone a shout out!
appreciate everything! =)
I tag: melisaLabels: ♡ S U R V E Y ♡
awww~ is fu*king sweet man!
i wish to drop down lots of I LOVE YOU for you.
KISSING up your lips and HOLD your hands when we meet up.
missing my boy lots lots~ do youuu?
haaa! for those someone out there please don't think that i'm freaking in this.
lol~ i think mostly couple did that too, isn't it?
*ps dear* i do keep your words in my mind and yet hope this relationship is no longer 'floating' anymore. love and miss ya! =)
Labels: ♡ L O V E ♡
Monday, November 3, 2008
I wanna see you move move shake shake now drop (what your momma say)
Move move shake shake now drop (what your daddy say)
Move move shake shake now drop (what your sista say)
Move move shake shake now drop drop drop drop
oh yeah~ loving this song in this moment!
haa. let's move and shake~ XD
Labels: ♡ M U S I C ♡
2 months of holidays dude!!
what am i going to do to fulfill my everyday in this 2 months?
gosh! totally no idea man.
searching for part time job but not really suit what i'm searching for.
recently, sleep-eat-pee n poo-online are my activities for everyday.
hell no please! i might be getting fatter and fatter if having this kind of life. =.=
is time for me to arrange my time and schedule to do something useful. lol!
Labels: ♡ L I F E ♡
Sunday, November 2, 2008
oh dear~ i've deleted all my previous articles!reason is i can't sort out the problem in my blog.what i did to it is just gaving me nothing.i'm getting mad into this! and yet, deepest apologies to my bestie that i act mad in front you.SORRY my dear~
Labels: ♡ L I F E ♡
the decorations. nice nice~
is ended up!
well~ this END is not happen on me.
oh dear~ i've deleted all my previous articles!
