4 days to go and is time to say bye to 2009 and welcoming the year 2010. there is a lot of things happen in this 12 months. what i can say is majority are happy one and a minority is sad one. this doesn't care is love, friendship, family, school, or job. so whatever it is, after going through this 12 months, i have knew some of the facts which i never think that would be happen in myself and this come with a lesson.
Well about my love, being with someone i care a lot in the past few months makes me grow. i can see things and make things clear. thanks for giving me some happy memories which i will always keep it in my mind. sorry for what i did to you and all the mistakes i did. perhaps im not a good lover to a guy or im still a young girl who dunno anything about love. darn, whatever la. to me, love is sweet enough when both of them is together but is sucks when it is break. sometimes i wonder why God let me to meet him. how nice if i dunno any of the guys and maybe i will live in peace. i'm those who need a guy always beside me and give me love. but now, what i can't imagine is i have been single in this 6 months after broking up with him. searching all the guys around me but i can't find the guy who can be with me forever. lalalalala........... missing those feeling when falling in love.
about friends, i have a super duper good relationship with them. we are still the same, always hanging out with each other. never disconnect with them! =D currently waiting for one of my buddies back from her trip and soon we will be hanging out together again. 4T! ngek ngek. but for some, i hope you guys are mature enough in thinking and dont be so childish. think about your future in all times and be happy all the times! friends are loving each other but not hurting each other. don't be so calculate in certain things. it might hurts you back a lot.
so wtf i am bothering by my studies. that's the only problem i'm having now. first, i have planned to go miri but everything change so suddenly and at last i move to taylor. currently i'm alone to there. i can only rely on my other friends to help me in my daily life. if not, i might be die and live myself. LOL! suddenly i feel that i am not independent enough and i need someone i trust a lot beside me. so that i have someone can guide me and lead me all the time. nah nah nah! TIME can bah. lol. need time to get use to the environment and the people at there.
last but not least is my job. few more days and im going to resign from this job. weee! the only thing im happy enough. haha. actually i learn a lot in this job and the way how to communicate with people. act this 3 months i suppose to be at home but at last i can't live in that way. i will feel boring if i keep staying at home. HAHA. nevermind nevermind~ everything is ending soon. BYE BYE my current job. teehee!
start from the year 2010, i hope everything is running smoothly and pls give me less trouble. i want something new and change. but some of them i hope is remain the same. bla bla bla.
TO BE CONTINUE...
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For someone out there, can you be more mature? i'm pointing to the way you think everything. Overall to say, is it so important to tell you all the details? i don't think this is so important. Please don't get misunderstand with this sentence. Is like... a small matter bah! got it? Yea, is related with someone you care a lot. But i just can't find a point from this small matter. When i knew everything clear, i was like BLURR! And one more thing, i have a lot things to busy and prepare. Can't you just be more reasonable? Even you can blame me for not telling you this matter. gosh! Same to you, you have your own busy and even a small and tiny thing you can forget too. If one day i think about it, i will automatically tell you. Just don't take everything so serious pls. CAN? it hurts you a lot if you think a lot.
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