hell, just trying to get myself more time in this little bloggie. is seems like this blog has been far from me since the last time i really spit something in here. okay, just back from home anyway. wow! how can i keep sticking with him? is just now, he was having his own activities and i was doing nothing here. the feeling is like... i will die if i can't meet him. seriously i get used to meeting him everyday. what can i use to describe is the only time i'm home is during my snooze time. i felt that i didn't give enough care to my family members or letting them to see me an eye. but i'm started to balance my studies, friendship, family and him. i think he will be happy if i can do it. =) i don't wish to dump any of them. they are so important to me! so here is the only time i can always stick with him. and i'm happy with it. that's enough! hmmm, i'm trying to change myself not to be so stingy. yea i know it might be irritates you if i'm too over. sorry for that! i do mean it. well, it's been more than 2 weeks and we get along with each other finely. what i can't think about is he is the only guy i meet that could read out what i'm thinking in my mind. lol! it might be a good thing but sometimes it might be a bad thing. but till now, for me is a good thing. at least sometimes i wish for something and you'll know about it. =) hmmm, anyway, i hope that this guy will be the one i trying to search in this long time. i'm not trying to say that i had made a wrong choice on my previous relationship, but at least i give myself a chance to try on it. no harm! i won't regret about it. so for now, i hope that everything will go on smoothly without any obstacles. i sure that there will be certain problem waiting us to settle it. is just the timing. if only there is a problem occur between us. we'll deal with it for sure. =) okay, i can't wait to go kl with him. excited! =p ahaha! well, i think i should stop here right now. nothing to crap much. buaii buaii la~
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wooooo~ its been decades i didn't come into my blog. hmmm. many things happen on me in this short period of time. i just ended up with my final exam and here i was worrying about it. i have bad feelings that i won't get any nice results since i know how much i have wrote on my exam. *sigh* let it be then. GOD bless! well, guess what? many things were happened after my birthday. a long story to write. haa! but i won't mention any deep information. =p just in a summary, i have just started a relationship with a new guy. back to my love life again huh? the love i spread on him was soooo fast. unpredictable man! i dunno whether this will be a good thing or what. anyway, this is my decision and my choice. i can't blame anyone or even myself. =) just few more days to go, hmmm i think it will be 15 days if no wrong, i will be going to kl. what i can't think about was he is going there with me. thanks for the big big big prezzie! it really mean alot to me. thanks babe! mwah. one more thing i was so sad about is...... a big SORRY to my bestie mel. sorry that i didn't get along with you, didn't care about you when you are in a sick. and lots of thing. i'm so so so sorry! i know this would be a bad thing since i get into this relationship. sigh! i'll keep in touch with you if we really doesn't meet each other. and i wanna to meet you soon. miss you! =)
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