Friday, January 30, 2009
long time no blogging jor. hmmm let's recall back what is happening this few days ago. the past few days i was at sandakan which is my hometown to have my CNY. it was so boring at there that i can't even dig something out to do. the only thing i can do is eat, sleep and watch. this year's CNY is too bad. all places are so silent. == one more thing i was so annoyed about is the fireworks that other houses play. some are so noisy that i can't stand with it. *argh* about my angpows, i am not satisfy with it yet. i want to go every of my friends house to bai nian bai nian. ahaha!
the 1st day of CNY
sis and i
1st day CNY
3rd day CNY
uh hu~ yesterday i just back from sandakan and i was in a rush to meet my friends. but i am so happy that i could meet them back again. talk talk talk non stop. so my bestie and i stay at outside till night as we going to attend one of our friend's birthday party at night. so we hang at 1borneo till around 9:30pm to wait my bestie's bf finish his work. ok! here comes the birthday party we attend. i was sticking with my bestie whole night long, we take pics together and drink. my bestie drinks lots than me. haaa~! well, him again. sorry for nagging about this matter again but i need to. i didn't shock when i saw him at there because i know that he will be there as his best friend's had his party there. i used to not to see him. the time he came near to me i was in a shake. as long as he is around me i was in a shake. so i keep pulling my bestie and nag to her again. paiseh des neh. we do cheer each other glass yet i was not looking at him at all. i thought everything is over that i could talk with him again but i not dare at all. from here, it so obvious show that i'm still having strong feelings on him. if it doesn't have, i am suppose talking with him whole night long. but i didn't. i was sad when i saw him flirting with other girls. *sob* the most shock part is he sat beside me yet my bestie went to toilet. i totally stunt and keep shake my legs. i try to act nothing there. lol. i try to leave there as soon as possible but we need to wait the birthday boy cut his birthday cake. the boys play all around with the cake. oh dear! == so about few minutes after that, we leave there. my bestie's parents going to nag on her if she late some more. by the time i reach home, i face my computer till around 4am something. miss my computer so much. ah
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
weeee~ what a great BBQ. =P
but the weather is so hot ni. *sweat*
we have many many yummy foods such as chicken wings la, mash potatoes la, hot dog la, crab meat la and etc.
ok juga mah mel punya new house. nice nice and big big.
what i so happy about is got a playground beside her house.
haha! act like kid only. =D
anyway, i'm so happy today.
BBQ rocks! xD
*next- STEAMBOAT!*
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Friday, January 16, 2009
anyone wanna drop audit?
wtf on that idiot lecturer! to me, she never change before.
is still remain the same.
i wish i could complain her one more time!
hey, you as a lecturer is teaching the students and not asking the students with lots of questions.
oh yea, i know you are asking back the previous subject we learned before.
but should it take 15 minutes to ask?
are you suppose to ask everything in it? =.=
oh please not! we are learning the new subject. and use the time to teach us please.
i don't wish to listen 'you guys having free periods?'
shit! don't use our leisure time la! we have our own thing to do also.
one more, isn't it your ears having problem?
the students said out the answer already and you didn't listen properly.
go dig it la woman!
and what hangman oh gosh~ we are not kids please. just tell us the answer that's all.
idiot fu*king stupid woman! argh~
i'm always mad when i see you.
the way you talk and smile is so irritates me!
is pretty good if i can close my eyes and ears. ahaha~
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
what a suck weather! really so damn!
recently is rainy season and i got my flu back again!
shyt~
yesterday i just got my sore throat and by the time it recovers, the stupid flu comes.
now i am so so numb! no more energy, no more feeling.
what i wanna to do now is have my hot bath 1st then go sleep.
hope that tomorrow is getting much better.
i thought i am going to revise my studies and now no need anymore.
just because of the dearly darling sick! argh~! =(
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
argh~~~!!! shoot by mom because of paying the deposit.
my mood is directly gone just because of her few words.
once my dad knew about it, he said he rather pay for more hundred and buy a laptop for me rather than i buy a new phone.
what they think about is buying handphone is just wasting. this because i own a hp already.
it was my favourite hp!!
now i'm stucking in the middle of my mind, and what i was worry about is they conclude want me to buy a laptop. i hope don't! =(
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weeeeeeeeee~~~
you know what, i going to get my new phone so so soon.
i've paid my deposit for that phone. oh yes!
i am so so so so happy. countdown for the coming day.
yeah yeah yeah yeah~ XD
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Monday, January 5, 2009
the first day of my school reopen is not bad. haha! i was so happy as i can met back all my friends. miss those life and moment muchie! saw lots of new intake students too. today is kinda free yet our lectures not started. and this is the time killing me, paying my fees which a big amount will be afford by my dad. seeing the amount will be pay soon i feel sad. this moment will always remind me to study hard as my dad covering all my fees but i didn't do my best. =( i'm sorry about that.
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Sunday, January 4, 2009
tomorrow will be the school reopen day! =(
i dunno i should happy or not.
thinking back my 2 months holidays, is gonna end later.
going back my school life- sleep early and wake early~ =.=
act i was very missing my friends but thinking back i need to study again i being mad!
trying to blast for my last day~
mom gonna hit me if i often touch my pc, she wants me to study if is study time.
i might be free for this one more week if there is no lecture start yet.
aihh~ bye holidays!
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Saturday, January 3, 2009
arrr~! can someone just kill me please? i thought i can try my best hide everywhere so that i won't bump into him. what i can't thought is i bumped into him on an escalator today. it was just face to face with him. i totally stunt and my heart beats fast! i was just looking at him with an innocent look. that scene was just making me so.... argh~ i dunno how to describe it. oh my, i really really never though of it. but, we did give each other a smile. i was just pheww~ sobz! i keep bothered my bestie about my feeling. i think she also can't stand with me since i was just repeating the same thing to her since last time. haha! sorry my dear~ =P i really no idea what's wrong with me. i thought i could put him aside in my mind but actually i couldn't. every lil bits of him or something relates to him will influent me lots. oh dear~ *sigh* sometimes i think back if everything runs smoothly and we good to each other isn't it much better enough? well, that's only my thinking. i was thinking too much, is so much that. *punch myself*
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Friday, January 2, 2009
today is the second day of new year. things still run smoothly without any obstacles yet.
the new semester is going to start after 2 days from now. *sigh* is the time for me to study hard and blast for my last semester. act i was going to graduate by this coming april but there are some subjects i not yet complete so it has to be delay till august. so come back to the real topic, new year? everything new? will it be? but to me, it seems everything be the same. it doesn't really come to a big difference compare with my year 2008. the only different thing is i'm single for now. wahaha! anyway, that's ok for me. i don't mind being single right now as i can have fun everywhere, flirt everywhere, and do whatever matter i want to with no controls from the mans. the world is so big which i can take the opportunities to look and observe the real world. isn't it great huh? spend the time on the right path which it doesn't bring any regret to myself. i've learned a lot in my past and it really stamp me a deep lesson in my mind since i did the wrong matter for twice. life still need to go on and time still need to past, every second and minute is much more important to everyone. so, appreciate every second as we can't guess what will happen next second. the resolution for this year would be just simple. what i want for is just simple life time and simple love matter. i don't want to get into things which is so complex that would bring me lots of sadness and tears. that's enough for me! i don't have lots of tears for those sad news anymore. just to be happy and keep all sorrows aside. i wish i can do it. oh my~ thinking back my age, is 20 years old this year! is time for me to be much more mature yet i am no longer a teen anymore. it could counted as an adult. *gosh* if we look at the chinese calender, it is 21 years old. arrr! don't think of it. hurt man! if i can make things change, i would keep my age always 18 and so others. well, gonna stop craping here. all the best ya! =)
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Thursday, January 1, 2009
goodbye 2008! and here comes the year 2009.
the year of 2008 really gives me lots of memories between friends and i, lovers and i.
i did cry, smile, laugh and sad. every of these expression does had its own story and meaning.
anyway, it past so fast. imagine you just keep your eyes close awhile and here is the new year.
sometimes, i wish to keep everything still instead of let it changing.
isn't it a stupid thinking? yes i do!
well, heres come the party i went to.
yesterday's plan do change alot. act i was going to have my dinner with my bestie after i'll go for my party at bed.
but, suddenly the dinner was cancelled and my bestie was so angry about it.
oops sorry darling! i don't meant it. forgive me~
then i was having my dinner at home with such a quick so that i'll be on time at my friend's house.
phone was ringing and ringing as my friend gonna tell me where should i be.
here i arrived at bed, my gosh! you know what, the city was crowded with peoples.
cars were everywhere. the scene was so alike the day of x'mas eve.
before i was stepping into the big door, there is an accident happened at there.
i think it was the motorcycle. if i didn't heard wrongly.
hey, the time was just 9 something! imagine 9 something i at there.
the ever first time i'll be there so early.
inside was full with peoples.
as i know, my table appeared 4 bottles of chivas! oh dear~
i thought is impossible to finish it in one night but it really does.
i didn't touch any alcohol by the night.
what i was drinking is just cola and plain water.
weird huh? lol~
here is the situation inside the bed: *grab from my friend*
is so crowded!
peoples were dancing so hardly and having fun there.
and so am i, the first time i dance on the stage the feeling is so so great as i can saw all the peoples on the floor.
but what was so unlucky is there were lots of people losing their own personal things.
such as wallet and handphones.
what a damn act! *argh*
yet i was losing my big diamond ring. shyt!
time tic toc tic toc and here comes the time to countdown.
is so wow! i can't describe it. just a word WOW!
the same time the phone system was so busy.
even the message i sent out was pending. =.=
anyway, i can't stay long at there as my eyes was dropping. *sleepy*
so about 2am i leave there and here's the end of my celebration of the year 2008.
wish everyone happy new year and all the best ya! *winks*
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