Saturday, June 27, 2009
i learned. i did learned from this matter. maybe he was just passing through my life. now then i found out i can put everything down so fast. but the feeling is still there, is just not that much as before. well, we started to talk with each other and things getting better. hmmm whatever la. whether talk or not talk it doesnt matter. he gave me deep lesson and i will always remember it. and that was the thing that i never can be accepted. so, be happy for now! =)
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Monday, June 15, 2009
why everything needs to happen on me? why he is so cruel for treating me like this? why things must came to the end? i have a lot of why that none of you can help me to answer this. even me myself also dunno how to answer it. things really happened so suddenly that i am not able to handle in this moment and so i cant accept it too. i thought he will be the person who walk this road with me but i never think that it called a time out. i dunno why i am the person who suffering this whenever i have a relationship. duhh! the reason for ended up this relationship is.... 'i dunno'. seriously i dunno the reason of it. he is turning a big round and said lots of reason. but i have no idea which is the right one. another time again i lost a relationship. wtf! damn!
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Thursday, June 4, 2009
tired tired. i'm so tired. eyes going to become smaller and smaller. i should take a rest right now but i don't want to sleep so early. i am thinking and worrying about him. from evening i sms and call him till now, no one is answering the call. why is he always like this? can't you just drop me a msg and tell me where are you? sob. duh~ i can't help but wait. to wait his msg or call. plsssssss find me soon. =( well, today i knew that he was meeting his ex and for sure his friend and the house owner were at there too. the real purpose is to settle everything about the house which he was the person who paid the deposit for that. i felt very uneasy. the time i started to create loads of imagination which it might not be happen at all. i ever think to walk to the place they gathered. hmmm just forget it. i wont be doing that. i must trust him but not to doubt on him. ><
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Wednesday, June 3, 2009
WTF! why is that puzzle costing me so expensive? 500 pieces for rm139! i was planning to give him this little gift as a surprise but now i have no idea anymore. i got to think another thing for him. *thinking and thinking* any idea dudes? i hope the things i do for him, he will know the real meaning of it. is not the objects i give to him but the meaning of it. =)
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