Wednesday, November 26, 2008
just now... checking and reading on my mails and saw that he has updated his blog.
so, check it out in his blog and wanna know what he write in there.
and here i get into his blog, saw that he wrote a long page of his messages to each of his friends.
the time i keep scroll down and i saw that girl named jasmine which because of her i have an argue with him.
just like what i guess of the words he wrote on his pm, is bingo! i get the right thing.
seriously he really got some feeling with that girl. gosh! the first time i saw him keep taking his phone and sms with that girl, i have a bad feeling on it. *sigh*
this means that even his person did not betrayed on me but his heart did it!
wondering that isn't i'm stupid enough. cheating myself!
there could be a second chance for him but there is no third.
perhaps just like a saying that everyone deserve a second chance.
by the time i give the second chance for him i thought everything will better than the previous time. but, seems is worst than the previous time.
now, i wish there is a quick method or liquid drops for me to cure my pain.
is still bleeding from the day i speak that word to him.
to him, maybe he will just think about that he got his freedom at all.
he can flirt around as he like and do whatever he wants.
think back the past, i rather choose i din't meet him on my birthday.
if he din't appeared on that day, there is nothing happen right now.
well, enough and speechless! =xLabels: ♡ L I F E ♡